๐Ÿ’œ๐Ÿ’ซStruggles Of a BTS ARMY๐Ÿ’ซ๐Ÿ’œ Part 2( My Journey as A BTS Fan)

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Hi Everyone! Welcome to Part 2 of My BTS journey. If You haven’t read Part 1 as of now, go read that first otherwise you will be confused ๐Ÿ˜…




So In part 1 I told many of you of how I got to know about Kpop. The basic Structure of how it all began. Well now I will tell you all that I had to go through. Oof~, This will bring back some good Memories and Some Bad Memories.




So Now Let Me Take you to My school. My school is an elite private school. One of the Best schools in my city. They say that whoever gets Into my school is blessed. There are many rumours surrounding my school. Some think that our school is royal and we get Pizza Served in our Cafeteria.People Even Say that the people In my School are big braggarts and that They are snobby and self centred too. Well, to be completely honest, some people in our school definitely are...but there are only a hand full of them.  This makes me wonder sometimes weather I am one too. But I suppose you guys are better judges of that. 

Comment below And tell me your thoughts. Well I will write a separate blog about my school life very soon.




Anyways, back to the story. I was in 5th Grade Back then. And I told most of my friends About My Sudden Love for Korean Pop Music. Well, I expected a reaction like, “Wow! What a different Genre” or “ Oh that’s unique”.  But instead I got a reaction like, “ Why are you listening to Things You don’t understand.” Or “When did Your music choice become so terrible, I expected more from you ” or  “ Are they Chinese?”. Answering all those questions was tiring. “They just don’t understand” I thought to myself. Thinking that I realised that this is how my sister must be feeling when I asked her these odd questions. 



Well, back then I was still friends with X. (If You don’t know Who X is then Kindly read My Friendship Betrayal Blog to Understand, I will post the link down below.) So I thought Maybe She will understand. I told her at Lunch and hoped that she would have a better reaction. Well I was wrong, AGAIN! 




She simply shot me a disgusted look and said “ Oh God! I am sorry but, this is the least bit of my interest. K-Pop, Uhmm, No Thank You๐Ÿ™„.” Like Bruh, the Attitude. I don’t even know why I was her friend. So After a month or so, X comes up to me and says “ I Love K-Pop.... It is Just so Awesome....I Love Blackpink!” Now When I told X about Kpop , I told her both about BTS and Blackpink...and she just  showed no interest. So Now I asked her And she said, “ I discovered Blackpink On My own and You never even said a word about them.” I was just so MAD. She didn’t even give me any credit and what was that attitude for. Sometimes she would say the worst of things about BTS but sometimes she would just start fangirling about Jungkook and That just creeped me out. The way she fangirled was like a Sasaeng and I am being completely honest. But Anyways this blog isn’t about me Ranting about X. 




My friends used to find my admiration for Korean Music kind of Weird but they learnt to get used to it. Now they can listen to me blabbering about Kpop for Hours without getting bored. This is only for some of them not all ;). My friends even Wished me on BTS Day. I was so happy. They have never let me down. Now this Doesn’t count for everybody.

So, many people realised that Kpop was my weak spot, so they used this against me and bullied me...Used it as their Strong point. My friends used to tease me About it but they knew when to draw the line. While others don’t know their Boundaries. It took time but I grew stronger. I have gotten Used to it by now. It doesn’t affect me, as I just have one motto which is: 




“ Everyone has their own opinions and choices. You can’t force them to like what you like but you shouldn’t stop loving something just because of The pressure. People will like you for who you are not for what they want you to be. So shine On.” 


I think I am done talking about my school life so let me tell you about my first BTS concert movie experience last year on February 2nd. This was “Love Yourself Tour in Seoul”. I remember every moment of that experience. The roaring Cheers of the crowd. The heat and the Excitement. Every time I close my eyes,  I imagine that day again and it all come back to me. It doesn’t feel like a year. I had made thirty three videos on that day now I cannot post all of them in this blog but I will post some(the best ones Lol) . I can't chose they are all just so good. There Will be about 29 out of 33 videos if this goes on Lol. Just so you know my voice was clearest so the one who is singing along and is trying her best to speak Korean is me.๐Ÿ˜‚(TBH I am a good singer but I was just too excited so I sound bad lol)


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*Awkwardly Inserts The videos.































Okay then that’s that. I hope you all got a good laugh. Dont Deny it because I know you did. 


The next movie I went for was “Bring The Soul The Movie” On August 7th. Eight days before my Birthday. Sorry I don’t have videos For that (You know why๐Ÿ˜’.If you don’t, you should read my friendship betrayal Blog please)






So till now I have one BTS album which is Map of the Soul: Persona which I got last year in July. I got version 2. I was really protective about that album. I didn’t let anyone touch It without washing their hands. I had it locked in my drawer and the key was in a box which required another key which I had hidden somewhere. (Yes I am very overprotective). The Reason  I was overprotective was because I had to beg and Plead to get that album. I had to do some hard work alright. 




So now this year my parents finally allowed me to get A BTS lightstick for My Birthday so I am really really excited. I won’t let Anyone touch it without wearing gloves(overprotective owner 2.0).


So I have never attended an actual BTS concert because BTS have never come to my country. But let’s hope they do someday. Then I will write a blog about that too. 


So let me tell you something. Once I actually tried to write a letter to BTS. But I never posted it. One day I found it in one of my school pouches and started reading it. It was hilarious. When I fangirl, I fangirl hard. That’s what my friends say too๐Ÿ˜.




I don’t have many ARMY friends. This used to bother me a lot earlier. I used to feel left out everywhere and I became lonely. This was the main reason why me and X grew closer as Friends because we shared the same interest. Now that I think about not all of my friends at present like BTS but I can always count on them for anything. When I am sad about a BTS thing they comfort me though they don’t like BTS. 


So yeah I think that’s all for my journey as a BTS Fan for now. If anything new Happens I will let you all know. Maybe I will tell you when I get the Lightstick.


Memes of the Day:







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Link To Still With You. Check it Out


Question of the day:

Do you own any kind of Merch of your Favourite Artist Or band? If yes then what is it?

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Link To the First Part of this Blog:

https://iramslife.blogspot.com/2020/06/struggles-of-bts-army-part-1-my-journey.html

Link to the Friendship betrayal blog:

https://iramslife.blogspot.com/2020/04/the-one-about-friendship-betrayal.html


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Xoxo Lovelies,

Iram๐Ÿ’ซ


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Comments

  1. My favorite ๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿฅฐ i loved reading ur blog ..

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  2. Great blog......I can't wait for your school life blog and definitely our school is a very elite school and holds a royal reputation but there are a handful of braggarts for sure...........๐Ÿ˜œ

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